monday again..... as usual as some people said, monday blues but i guess today a little bit different for me .. i am quite eager to be in monday.... well, i guess for what had i've been through ... i just anxiously want to be in my working place..... it seemed quite awkward today...everything seem uncertain and question mark?....ermmmmm, what actually happened? that puzzled me.... and i just dun't feel right about it...........why? why should i feel that way.... i am just too imaginative which i think it is too much..... it would not be rite to think of it...will not be... i hope everything recover soon.... i guess so coz the temptation to reveal everything just at my finger tips but i shall keep it solely to myself.... we will see tomorrow and i hope everything goes well..........