there will be no more you....
i shall understand what you mean now....
it's nuthing betwen us...
what past just remain redundant...
you are free.. dun't ever look back...
coz i'll walk away..far away and away

i hate myself coz i am missing you,
i hate myself coz i can't get rid off the memories,
i hate myself coz i had to leave you
i hate myself coz i need you
i hate myself coz i could not hate you
i hate myself coz i stuck in you
i hate myself coz i need to run away
i hate myself coz i want to be close to you
i hate myself coz i wish that you pull me back
and lastly i hate myself coz i love you............

sepi...
bila kau hadir di hatiku
aku hilang arah tuju,
umpama layang2 putus tali..
berlegar tanpa arah tuju
meniti hari yang bakal menanti,

masa...
pada suatu ketika,
semalam menjadi mimpi indah,
umpama cerita dongeng seorang puteri,
mengecap bahagia yang pasti..
walau aku terluka di akhir nanti..

kini..
semua adalah kenangan..
aku berdiri sendiri..
untuk melihat dunia..
yang aku tak pasti..

at point where i should conclude that life is a like a drama... it's simply like a story in the novel.. we just never knew what will happened next... for what had happened , it's a remarkable experiences in my life at this born...
when i fall, i try to climb back the mountain,
when i sad, i cry deep inside my heart,
when i devastated, i attempt to run away from everyone,
when i'm lonely, i just wish that someone can hold me close,
and when i here, i learn something new...
it's hard to move on but it is true,
i crawl again to know the outside world,
i hold myself tight to have the strenght to stand again,
but.. there is a moment, when the memories just breeze to you,
and everything seemed like just happened yesterday,
when the time come, my tear drop and wash away the time
i try to look behind but there's no shoulder to cry on...
i console myself to let everything flies away..
though it's hard to let it go
i take my hand to wipe the tears and i push myself to stand again
as nothing had happened like a plain glass of water...

far away distance,
just to make an over right,
the memories are always there,
as though you are near,
and close right here...
the tear drop and the heart shouts,
and if only you could hear,
and the mind pounding,
because she always in fear,
but she always forget,
that there is no more us,
there is no more time,
and she is not worth...
a vow to let things go,
to let you free,
to make you happy,
and smile again..
and wont you ever come near again..
cause she's gone..

i came to say goodbye
to plead for apologizes
i am the mistake
that makes the regret
for what had happened , its just the past,
that will be kept for life
its hard to let it go
but its the sacrifices
its hard to say it loud
so i keep it close to the heart
its hurt to feel the pain
so i run to breath again
its nothing that i can say
coz no words can explain.
i'm letting you go
to fly free again as before
dun't u ever look back to those days
as its never happened to you
dun't u turn to call my name
coz it won't change
no last words that i have
just apologizes and hope you can smile again.

i wish that we were back to our vivid moments, where the things start...but i guess it had just been forgotton....