i am so happy to see when people are happy...and i am so happy to see when we actually enjoy the moments.... the moments that are so remarkable, the moments that only we knew, the moments that we keep for eternity.....for some people, they believe that money can make you happy but they aren't true for the rest.... you may have different perspective on how you appreciate things surround you.....some may say it with words, some may express it with their body language, some may noble you with lots of gifts and presents, some may speak it loud , some may join the crowd and some may just keep it to yourself.... in every matter that you do, you just want to see people are happy..... .. that's just the things that satisfied you and it is true....i hope it is the wonderful time , i hope it is the precious moments , i hope it is the everlasting time and i hope it is the vivid memories.... coz that's the moments that i want to be share.. for you, for me and for everyone......

guess what, i actually had confront the situation with them.... so relieved and relax..... thank you mommy for the advice.. sometimes it is better to maintain low self esteem rather than being out spoken.. the main point is the actually received the message well...it is not easy to handle human behavior especially when you need to deal with the old people.... they tend to get emotional easily...

today, i really got piss off.... what had happened really test my patience....sometimes i just don't understand why others just can not think like what we think...... really troublesome...i really caught in the act, but i just want to be nice and to understand everybody well, then all those things turn back to me...perghhh, it is so bad to feel like you been hit by a punching bag.... its really ruin my weekend....but then, i 'm thinking if that what they want, i have to be straight to the point, no such things of thinking of other people feeling...i will hit them back.. 1-1.... u want to start the game, then we play.... whoever can't make it to the end will consider a loser... i'll make sure you got back what you had thrown to me, and then when you can't tolerate with it.... don't ever dream to turn back to me... and then you know, my authority and what i can do.....the only problem is just i have to see you everyday... we will finalize everything on next week and we see what you got in mind....

time sure flies.... tgk2 dah hari khamis.....cepat betul....day by day, week by week, month by month...then finished one year....but there still things that i need to settle, matter that i haven't conclude...should i just ran and ran as far as i could or should i face it...... things get complicated... sometimes u feel so happy, sometimes u feel so sad, sometimes u depressed, sometime u r fascinated, sometimes i feel to see u, sometimes i feel hate, sometimes i succeed, sometimes i failed, sometimes i miss u, sometimes i forget, sometimes i healthy, sometimes i am sick.... and that's just how life is.......if we have the chance to wrote a book , i'm sure each of us will create their own drama and plot...i read a quotation telling that ' every one wants a good memory, and guess what u already have one'.... the one that u will keep it for the rest of your life... the one that will always be inside u... the one that only you will know...... the only once upon time....

Memory
All alone in the moonlight
I can smile at the old days
I was beautiful then
I remember the time I knew what happiness was
Let the memory live again

i am going to share about a little interesting story regarding a little gal..
once upon a time ago, there was a little who loves to listen to a story,
one day while she sitting alone ,then came one man to her ..that man was walking down the bridge with his girlfriend ... then the man approach her and told her a little story.. she was so amazed with that man attitude and style, and since that day the gal promised to herself that one day she will meet the man again and walk together with him..and be close to him
time flies, the little gal had grown up and turn to a lady... she try to find that man but her mission failed .. in every single time she attempt to search for him, there was a lot of obstacles she had to go through... she never knew that the man actually fall for her until finally one day, she got to meet him... at that moment, she felt that she was the most happiest woman in this world... they spend their time talking , enjoy their moments and walk together...she fell that the man was so close to her...then she said, ' i came this far just to be close to you' and she cried and cried on that man's shoulder.... there is nothing that the gal want, only she want that man to be happy....she knew that it is impossible for them to be together....but she also knew that their loves will be for eternity.....only she and that man knew it....

that story was captured from a little book i just read...a book i borrowed from a friend of mine..

tgh duduk2 in front of my computer, then this songs was on air.... precise, frank action ....
when a things need to be do,is the need to be done, though is the hardest thing to do.....

I think I'd better leave right now
Before I fall any deeper
I think I'd better leave right now
Feeling weaker and weaker
Somebody better show me how
Before I fall any deeper
I think I'd better leave right now

;-)... dun't follow ur heart, follow ur mind....

today, i'm in kl..... dah lama tak datang kl nie and having conference here, meeting old friends, refresh old memories, hanging out with old mates and to visit my relatives here....miss all my activities here in kl..
sometimes when having a chance to get away from my hectic schedule, do make me feel relieve....aahhhhhhhh,lega rasanya... best if every week can be enjoyed like this...
however, life have to go on after this...maybe only for a while we got chance to glance to our old memories but that is the moments that we can hold forever....

dia datang atas nama cinta,
kita berjuang demi satu cinta,
walau jauh kau dari mata,
sentiasa kau dalam hati,
aku sampaikan pesan melalui angin
aku nyanyikan rindu melalui lagu
tersemat indah kenangan kita
dalam melodi cinta nan agung
bila cinta berlagu,akanku rasa kau sentiasa bersamaku!!!

today, while on my way to work, i listened to this song....it is very simple songs by one of indonesian band 'UNGU' but i found the lyrics was so touch and meaningful....:-)well, whatever it is life have to go on.....though it was not like before...

Tiada guna kau kembali
Mengisi ruang hati ini
Semuanya telah berlalu
Bersama lukaku

Semua yang telah berlalu
Antara hatiku dan hatimu
Takkan ada cinta
Seperti yang dulu

Tiada guna kau berjanji
Untuk setia menemani
Hatiku yang telah terluka
Karena dustamu

Semua yang telah berakhir
Antara diriku dan dirimu
Takkan ada yang rindu
Seperti Yang dulu