You would never ask me why
My heart is so disguised
I just can't live a lie anymore
I would rather hurt myself
Than to ever make you cry
There's nothing left to say but goodbye


You deserve the chance at the kind of love
I'm not sure i'm worthy of
Losing you is painful to me


I don't want to let you down
I don't want to lead you on
i don't want to hold you back
From where you might belong

i wish that i can have my last word..
i wish that i can have my last moments..
i wish that i can have my last memories..
i wish that i can have my last times to say everything..
but the wish is only a wish,
its all over,
the last chapter of the story,
the end of the it..
no more tears, no more pain,
no more fight and no more to be said,
coz she gone...
out of the sight
out of the life
and i was so untrue

Sejenak aku dikejutkan
Bersama ombak cinta luka
Perpisahan melanda kita
Hanya kerna peristiwa itu

Kiranya takdir mengizinkan
Inginku kembali padamu
Meneruskan cinta yang lalu
Kerana kau yang aku sayangi

Akan kusimpan kenangan cinta kita
Yang tak akan terpadam selamanya
Kehangatan cintamu masih aku terasa
Seperti baru semalam kita berpisah

Tangisan sedu di hatiku
Menahan kepedihan ini
Sendiri aku mengenangkanmu
Hanya engkau yang aku sayangi

if i knew it would be the last time,
that i see you fall asleep,
i would tuck you in more tight,
and pray to Lord,your soul to keep.
if i knew it would be the last time,
i heard your voice lifted up in a praise,
i would video tape each action and words,
so i could play them back day after day,
if i knew it would be the last time,
i could spare an extra minute,
to stop and and say' I LOVE YOU',
instead of assuming you will KNOW i do,
if i knew it would be the last time,
i would be there to share your day,
well i'm sure you have many more,
so i can just let this one slip away,
For surely there always be tomorrow,
to make up an oversight and we always have a second chance to make everything right,
There is always be another day to say 'I LOVE YOU',
and surely there will be another time to spend more time with u,
but if that tomorrow never come,
i would like to take the chance to said thank you
for lending this sincere feeling that make me feel so true..
i am truly, madly and deeply fall for you..
i also would plead for apologise for everything that i had done to you,
and for a dream which never always be true..
so, i better leave,
and bring the past and memories as a reminder of you..
i let you go,
so your soul will always be with you...
with that, thank you so much and sorry for being a mistake that i also never knew...
but i have no regrets to know someone like you..
if only you knew.....

everybody wants a great memory.....guess what? i already have one that i will keep it for eternity....:-)

counting down the days where i will leaving on a plane,
i dun't know when i'll be back again,
i hate to tell you up to say goodbye,
but the dawn is breaking this early morning,
already i feel so lonesome till i could die...
so be with me and smile for me,
tell me that you wait for me,
hold me like you'll never let me go
the time is getting closer,
there always be a tear,
getting hard and harder,
wish that i never miss a thing,
cause even i dream of you,
the sweetiest dream will never do,
that i will always love you and miss you
more that you never knew

times flies,
how much i wish that i can make up for everything,
when i hear your voice, i feel so glad that you still there,
when i listen to you, i still know that you always be there,
when i see you, my heart beat become faster and i know that you always be close to me,
but....
it won't take longer,
though i will not let you go,
but my heart just won’t feel right
to always have you by my side ,
every day, every time, every minutes and every seconds,
imagining you always be with me ,
just enough to make me stand ,
to see the world in front me,
imagining you always pray for me,
just enough to make me strong to continue all along,
imagining you always think of me,
just enough to keep you close to my heart,
nothing more that i wanted it to be,
coz i just want you to be happy...
though we like a distant star,
our memories and moments are the precious stars that always lighten my heart and soul...
and only sacrifice that i have so we won't spill it again
only sacrifice that i have so the world be normal again
only sacrifice that i have to make up for my oversight and make everything right again...

no more words to be said coz action speak louder than words,
the pain was so hurt and i don't think that i can stay,
u really make me go away with all my sorrow ,
though i wish that you dun't break my heart,
coz I'm drowned in you and I won't pull trough
without you by my side....
then i realized that i just dream on to feel your soul close to mine..
the pain that i suffer just make me more weaker

when you hurt someone feeling , the pain that you feel is actually deeper,
you may felt that you may had put things right but it will get harder,
you had to sacrifice your feeling and even worst that you have to hurt her,
you may think it is good for her but ,
you actually had stole everything from her,
you may think that you make her go, but she become closer,
you may think she will get better but she only have you to be close to her,
you don't have to avoid her cause she will let you go as you be cruel to her,
she will suffer the pain and she become weaker,
she will loss the strenght and she fail to stand up again,
at that time, she will walk away with the sadness and sorrow,
she lost, and you are the winner..

sometimes, somewhere and somehow, that moments just breeze to my mind like the air... it is ok to take things loose a little bit as long as you keep it right and things will get good and fine....