Friday, July 30, 2010
I'm here, just like I said
Though it's breaking every rule I've ever made
My racing heart, is just the same;
Why make it strong to break it once again?
And I'd love to say "I do";
Give everything to you
But I could never now be true
So I say...
I think I better leave right now
Before I fall any deeper
I think I better leave right now
Feeling weaker and weaker
Somebody better show me how
Before I fall any deeper
I think I better leave right now
I'm here, so please explain
Why you're opening up a healing wound again
I'm a little more careful, perhaps it shows
But if I lose the highs at least I’m spared the lows
Now I tremble in your arms
What could be the harm?
To feel my spirit calm?
So I say...
I think I better leave right now
Before I fall any deeper
I think I better leave right now
Feeling weaker and weaker
Somebody better show me how
Before I fall any deeper
I think I better leave right now
I wouldn't know how to say
How good it feels seeing you today
I see you've got your smile back
Like you say - you're right on track
But you may never know why
Once bitten, twice as shy
If I'm proud, perhaps I should explain
I couldn't bear to loose you again
Yes, I will.
I think I better leave right now
Feeling weaker and weaker
Somebody better show me how
Before I fall any deeper...
I think I better leave right now
Monday, July 26, 2010
It had been for about years, the story had finished…you have your own way and I had mine.... question by question popped in my mind which I wish that you can answer all of it but then I realize who am I to you…. there no more words, no more questions, no more enquiry, no more arguing coz times change everything and nature takes its call…. We have our priority and our responsibility…. we have aren’t enough time to talk about it and I guess that just the way the story should goes…
That moments teach me a lot of things, that moments hold a lot of memories and that moments will always be close in my heart….our decision is the best for us …If only I knew there always be tomorrow, I will spare a minute to make up for oversight and make sure everything just right, but tomorrow is not a promised to everyone and I take this chance so it won’t slip away coz if tomorrow never come, I’ll regret it the day…
Sunday, July 25, 2010
love is visible when someone is there for you, when you need them. Its being treated right when you make a mistake or need mercy or understanding
Monday, July 19, 2010
Saturday, July 17, 2010
Bagaimana
Harus kita meneruskan
Percintaan yang terluka
Masa dulu
Andainya kau sendirian
Dan kau masih lagi mencariku
Di sini aku menanti mu
Kenangi saat indah kau dan aku
Waktu itu hidup kita romantisnya
Kita pun berlari-lari mengejar ombak
Di pantai kasih
Akhirnya aku kau tinggalkan
Sejarah cintaku yang lalu oh...
Hanyalah ujian bagimu
Seandainya kau perlukan aku
Ku masih ada di sini
Seandainya aku tiada lagi
Simpanlah cintaku
Di dadamu oh... sayang
Cuba kau ingat kembali
Masa lalu
Kasihku teguh buatmu
Walaupun terluka namun ku bersabar
Dan masih menyayangi
Andainya kau ada yang lain
Waktu ini
Apalah dayaku lagi
Terpaksalah aku membawa diriku
Dan hanya Tuhan saja yang mengerti
Kalau aku mengelamun sendirian
Berderai airmata di pipiku
Kerana terlalu pilunya hatiku
Kau pergi dariku tanpa pesan
Di sudut hatiku yang terluka ini
Terpahat namamu Kaulah kekasih
Thursday, July 15, 2010
well, nearly two weeks i had been away from home, there is a lot of things i 've learned, a lot of experiences and a lot of memories... from shopping to berendam dalam waterfall...from airplane to cars and even taxi van....from hotel to chalet.... and from colleague to making new friends... from far become near, from lecturer to chatting, from shy to be open.....well, whatever it is... it always be one of the best memory to be framed in my minds and heart....
so, tomorrow.... come back to work.... i really miss my patients, my staff and my solely working place.......not to say i am workaholic but slightly alcoholic.....hahahaha.....well, need a routine to be do it everyday...:-)
Sunday, July 11, 2010
if one day that gal can't hear, then she had listened to what you want to said to her,
if one day she is blind, then she had see you as closed as she can while you are with her,
if one day she out of time, she want you to know that she is very thankful for what you had gave her,
and if one day she walk away, she want you to know that it is the best for you and her....though deep inside she was afraid to lose you...
Friday, July 9, 2010
dalam setiap detik nafas yang kau hembuskan, aku akan berada senafas denganmu,
dan dalam setiap pelukan itu, aku akan merasa degupan jantungmu,
kau datang dengan tiba-tiba, pertemuan yang telah mengubah segalanya,
kau bawa ku hanyut dalam bibit2 cinta,
setipa hari aku jadi keliru, aku takut kehilanganmu,
tapi kau datang memberi nafas baru,kau rayu dan membuat aku keliru dan buntu,
aku hilang arah pandu, hidup ini bagai tak berseri tanpa mendengar suaramu,
kau jadikan pengalamanmu sebagai umpan mendekatiku,
tapi kau lupa yang suatu ketika aku kan terluka
tidak pernah kah kau pikirkan yang aku akan hilang arah tujuan,
tapi kau tak peduli hingga membuat ku hanyut ke tengah lautan,
sampai ketika, kau biarkan aku lemas sendirian,
aku lemas ke dasar lautan..
aku lemah meniti hari kerana tiada lagi kau di sisi,
tiada lagi kata cintamu, tiada lagi dakapan cinta dulu,
tinggal aku sendiri, membawa diri keseorangan,
pabila malam tiba, hatiku menangis sepi,
hanya tinggal aku di sini,
bila angin bertiup, hatiku merayu pilu
hanya tinggal bayu yang lalu..
kini kau sudah tiada lagi,
aku hanya memori,
dan kau adalah fantasi yang pernah aku mimpi..
dan aku berjanji untuk tidak bermimpi lagi
kerana di akhir nanti pasti ku akan kecewa lagi..
bagaikan layu di tepi dasar lautan,
aku tabah meneruskan kehidupan,
tanpa sesiapa yang mengerti,
bahawa jiwa ini telah diguris lagi.....
alhamdulilah, bersyukur ku kepadanya.... hanya KEPADAMU aku memohon dan KEPADAMU aku meminta....AMIN
.....it is not a 365 spending days, it is not 6 or 5 month living together, it is not even 3 or 4 weeks to enjoy the days but it is remembrance and precious moments that always be.....;-)
Saturday, July 3, 2010
Thursday, July 1, 2010
at time when you feel like you want to talk to someone... to tell the story of your life.... to express everything that you want to tell but then you already being forgotten... you already not important anymore.... and when the time come, u just feel lonely then your mind start to rewind back the good old memories and you start to think back for what had happened... but still you need to be strong..
at time when you just feel that you do not have the courage to go on, then your eyes start to close, your ear start to become silent, your nose are breathless and your soul are away from your body.....then is when you are weak and hopeless..... but still GOD IS ALWAYS THERE FOR YOU....